Sometimes, in order to effect a major change, something fundamental, you need to do something drastic. Something uncharacteristic. Sometimes, you don’t get to benefit from these changes directly. You act as a catalyst in the hopes that others may benefit, or at least learn.
This week I threw a snowball, so to speak, and it seems to be starting an avalanche. I pray it turns out for the best.
There’s a knot in my stomach that won’t come undone. Maybe with time.
For now, I take comfort in knowing that all of this has a purpose. That all of this was planned in advance.
What I’ve done can’t be undone, and people could be hurt in the process.
But something had to change.
And I was the only one who could do it.